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77. Chapter 32. Return to Life.

The night ran without news and then the next day did not bring any change. All suffered and at the same time they waited with hope that there would be some improvement. Roy and Beruche spent their time in the hospital, they only agreed to go home when Leval, or one of their friends who were still there, like the rest, took over them. And only to rest a couple of hours, wash up minimally and drink something. Then they did not take long to return. And it is that this experience was painfully familiar, even after the years. Roy especially remembered the time when Bertie was about to die, when he really realized how much he loved her. Thank God that everything went well then. He was pleading now for the same miracle for his daughter. In a way he also did not notice previously how much he loved her. He had to go through this horrible misfortune so that, ashamed of his own behavior, he did not want to leave the girl's bed. In his team, informed that the girl had suffered a terrible accident, everyone called to encourage him. The players and the directive. Even the spectators. On the giant screens of the Madison a minute of silence was requested to offer a prayer for the daughter of their "hall of famer" and coach. Minute that all seconded ...

-Thank you all.- Mused the excited Roy as he embraced his desolate wife, while both witnessed that on television in the waiting room of the hospital.- Thank you New York.- He thought smiling weakly when remembering.- My Girl has always been a fan of the Knicks.

 Two more days passed and the echo of what happened reached the ears of Kerria's companions. Amethyst and Leval went despite everything to their respective classes and really could not keep quiet for a long time. Besides, of course, their classmates had been watching the news on television. The dismayed and still furious brother fulminated with his accusatory look at all those who made fun of Kerria and nobody dared to look him in the face, fearing to be the victim of an outburst of his anger. Although many others were really ashamed of the behavior they had towards that poor girl. Fortunately, Leval had understood that unleashing his anger against those poor wretches would not solve the situation. His mind only focused on settling accounts with those sectarians. That is why he trained day and night as soon as he had the chance. Sometimes alone, others in the company of Mazoui. But now, above all, there was his concern for his sister's life and he prayed all the time for his salvation. Amethyst for her part also lived between the anxiety and the desire to be optimistic, without being able to let go of her feeling of guilt. She then wanted to do something for her friend and took care of looking for Deborah. The "companion of Kerria" or why not admit it openly, her girlfriend, and without any hatred or discomfort  she addressed her. She had to go see her after school, since after returning from her trip the parents of that girl had changed center after the word spread of what happened between Kerria and her in the locker room. At first she was also elusive, she did not ignore that Amethyst had never looked at her with good eyes, but as soon as she heard her interlocutor talk, she was surprised and kept silent. After being updated, she could only ask visibly affected.

-How happened?

- An accident. - It was the only answer to her interlocutor, what could she say? -

-God! - She babbled, clenching her fists and shedding a torrent of tears. - How is she going?...

- Still stable. And we do not want to lose hope. Not her parents, not her brother or the rest of us. We all pray for her. - Amethyst said with the voice left to dare to propose to the girl. - I think if you went to see her, that would help.

Deborah gave her an incredulous look to answer bitterly.

-And what do I tell her parents? I am your daughter's lover and I want to see how she is.

           

Her discussion did not answer right away, she took a few seconds, perhaps to choose what she would say and when she knew it, she declared with sincerity.

- I do not know how they will take it, but the only thing that matters here is if you really love her. She needs you at her side as much as she needs the rest of us.

And without further ado she walked down the hall of the institute and that very same afternoon a sad and worried Debbie took the bus on the way to the hospital. During the trip she remembered perfectly the recurrent discussions in her house of the last years. Her parents were tired of not fitting into any school. They had already moved her with her three times. However, now she promised them that everything would change. And indeed, during her stay she had studied reasonably, did not fail and did not get into trouble with anyone. And Kerria had a lot to do with it. At first she did not talk much with her but after agreeing on some activities they started doing it. She was a very kind young girl who helped her with some subjects that choked her, talked and shared some tastes of music and movies. Little by little they were congenial. For Deborah it was not difficult to see that this girl was in her case. She saw her nervous, sometimes absent, and with some fear of being too intimate. She could not be sure anyway. At first they went out as friends, yes, to have fun and even to try to flirt with boys. The truth is that Debbie had experience with the other sex, although that did not fill her. Kerria for her part always backed down in one way or another. So she came to have some contact with boys but never reached the end with them. After that, they both realized that, in reality, they were attracted to each other and fell in love. The young woman certainly did not dare to confess that to her parents. However, Debbie was not afraid to tell her family that she liked another girl, but what worried her was admitting that she was having sex with her and that she was going to cathouses for the elderly. The only one she could talk to was her sister. A couple of months ago they had the last important talk. Sue was in a very special academy, in San Francisco. Unlike Deborah herself, she was a model student who always went well, did not get into trouble and was very disciplined. The truth is that her older sister had great aspirations. It was funny, or maybe something about fate. But now that conversation came to mind in New York. When her parents brought her to visit, coinciding with a small holiday period.

-I missed you so much, little sister. - Sue smiled after hugging her.-

- How are things going for that strange institute? - This one wanted to know.-

- The preparatory academy. - Her speaker reminded her.- Well, but studying a lot, I have this and another year left, but if I try, maybe I will be admitted to the UNISON Academy. If I pass the entrance exams.

-Of course they will admit you! - Debbie encouraged her that she had always admired her older sister.- You are the best in the world!

            Sue smiled gratefully, swung her long brown hair and commented.

-And how are you? I hope you've signed peace with dad and mom.

-Yes, I did, I followed your advice. Now I behave reasonably well.

- Reasonably? - Her smile smiled with some mischief. – Come on, Debbie! You can tell me the truth. What have you been doing?

            Deborah looked down, she was the one who always used to inquire into others and to act more directly, she would squat without being able to avoid it with her sister. Sue always knew how to get things out of her that no one else could. In fact she confessed to her.

-I've fallen in love with someone.

-Wow! - How is she? - Wanted to know her interlocutor.-

-It's ... tall, pretty, blonde. Well, maybe it's more of a light brown tone. The truth is, it's a beauty and I think she loves me too. - She confessed. -

Sue smiled fondly caressing her little sister's cheek. Debbie's sexual orientation was never a secret to her. Moreover, she always encouraged her not to be afraid to express herself. She nodded complacently and said in fraternal advice.

- As long as it does not distract you in the studies and if she is a good girl. You know you have my blessings and my support.

-I know. I love you sister. - She said giving her a hug to add funny to remember .- You know? It would be a good idea to introduced her to you.

-I do not like girls! - Sue laughed, adding with humor. - If I do not go out with kids, it's because I'm so busy studying, Debbie.

-LOL! I know, silly, and I was not going to give her to you, I just wish you knew each other. For me you are the two most important girls in my life. Also, if I remember correctly, she told me that her older brother, apart from being very handsome, also wants to be a military pilot. Would not it be great if you date him? I'm already imagining a double date!

- That yes that I grant it to you. If he wants to be a pilot, he may deserve my attention. - Her interlocutor replied, laughing funny.- In addition he is tall and handsome, eh? Well for you to say it ... How good he must be!

            Debbie herself could not help but nod. And after laughing for a while, Sue placed her hands on her sister's shoulders, just an inch shorter than her, and commented to her with affectionate tone.

-I'm glad to see you happy. I hope that you and that girl can be both together for a long time!

- Her name is Kerria.- Debbie pointed to her.-

-Beautiful name, although something strange .- Her interlocutor stated, affirming with a sigh. - How much I missed you, little sister!

-I have also missed you a lot.- The little girl smiled hugging her sister as if she did not want to let go. -

Now Debbie thought about that. Sue was back in her academy studying and being the pride of her parents. And Kerria in that hospital, in a very serious condition. The poor thing had suffered a lot, maybe because of her. She wish she had been there when those damn bitches insulted her in the locker room. But when her parents heard the echoes of that scandal, they rushed to get her out of there. Almost without leaving the time to explain. Deborah had a hard time thinking about her partner. At least, the unfortunate girl had her brother and Brian Rice to support her. And even that Frenchwoman seemed to have changed a lot. From barely addressing the word or looking at her with disdain, she had gone to inform her with that good disposition. The sad thing is that it was caused by that terrible traffic accident that had left Kerria prostrate in a hospital bed and in a coma. It was so unfair and so terrible! She had to see her. She did not want to lose her! She got off the bus and walked the meters that separated her from the hospital. She felt a lump in her throat as soon as she crossed the threshold of the building. At first the fear and the shame of being in front of her lover's family disturbed her. But she also felt the desire to see her, to help her, to be with her and, if possible, to contribute to her recovery. And that determination was growing into her heart, reaching such a point that, when she went down the corridor, she wanted to go to see her against all odds. She would plead to her parents, she would throw herself at their feet if necessary! At the reception desk she asked for the number of the convalescent's room, but since she was not her family, they did not tell her, so she had to wait in the waiting room. There, seated and with a bouquet of flowers that she had bought at a nearby store, she waited. Finally, she saw the arrival of her companion's father. She hesitated at first, but later, armed with courage, she decided to approach him.

- Excuse me sir, - she said timidly. - You're Kerria's father, right?

             Surprised, Roy looked at that girl scrutinizing her with his deep green eyes. They reminded Debbie so much of hers, it was clear that it was her father. Although he did not seem to remember when she was at home. In fact, he asked in an inquisitive tone.

- Yes, and who are you? Any of Kerria´s companions, maybe?

- Yes, yes sir.- She said, lowering her head, now the worst moment arrived, the words choked her but she struggled and gathering all her dignity presented herself.- I suppose you have heard about me. I'm Deborah Hunter. Mr. Malden, I hope you are not angry because I have come to see your daughter.

            That man fixed his gaze on her, that overwhelmed Debbie and she was not easily impressionable. But coupled with the fact that Mr. Malden had a very robust constitution and his height towered her in more than two heads, she also detected in him an immense, contained inner force that could unleash at any moment and even make her white of the anger he could carry with him. And reasons would not be lacking to that man, he could blame her for all the problems. She was tempted to close her eyes or turn away, but she restrained herself by appealing to all her courage.

- Get angry? - He asked who seemed to relax to add conciliatorily. - No, on the contrary. Kerria needs all the love that can be given to her. You have shown me that she matters to you by coming here. You have had a lot of courage and you have not thought about yourself. I want you to know that I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Come to see her if you want ... you will always be welcome.

-Thank you very much Mr. Malden. - Debbie sobbed, surprised and excited, her eyes were wet. - I ... if I'm honest I was afraid ... I did not expect this ...

- You must not have it. You should never be afraid of loving someone. Do not forget it. And call me Roy. - He smiled more relaxed and even encouraged her added. - Come, do not worry anymore, it's on the second floor, room two hundred and fourteen.

            The girl then went hesitantly to the elevator but Kerria's father stopped her when she added.

- And Debbie ...

She turned around, perhaps fearing that he would change his mind, or give her an unexpected rebuke, but Roy's gesture was soft and kind when he said it with a smile instead.

- Thank you very much for coming. You are a good girl. I understand what my daughter saw in you.

            The young woman also smiled gratefully, sensing that Mr. Malden was a good man apart from having that great strength. In fact she had a kind of capacity. Some would say that of gift, to perceive those things. She smiled with some bitterness. Since always many of her companions looked at her like a weirdo. And not just because she was gay, they always found out later, but because of her appearance, almost always dressed in black, with an affinity for the Gothic style and for those things that she often perceived.

-Something very serious has had to happen.- She said now as she approached the room walking slowly.- I begin to notice as if her soul wanted to escape from her body.

Frightened by that strange sensation, she climbed into the elevator and when it left her on the second floor she began to look for the rooms. She arrived before two hundred fourteen and timidly opened it. With a shrunken heart she entered the room, trying not to make a noise and went back to being overwhelmed. Kerria was connected to several life support machines, bandaged almost all over her body and with her eyes closed, as if she were sleeping. Gently she grabbed one of her hands in hers and whispered in the patient's ear.

- You have a wonderful family that loves you, you must fight to live. I love you too, please! Live! Do it for all of us.

And she did not know what else to say, she spent a few minutes looking at her without knowing what to do. During that time she just stroked her partner's hair and planted a soft kiss on her forehead and after on her lips. With tears rolling down her cheeks she left the room. Not before putting the flowers in water. To their mind came the last conversation they both had, precisely when they were hidden. Kerria took advantage of the visit of some relatives as she told her to leave without being seen. They were summoned at the entrance to the plot of the Malden villa. Deborah waited uneasily until she saw her mate arrive.

-Excuse me for making you wait. It was not easy to leave. - The young girl apologized.-

            For every reply, Debbie gave her a long kiss on the lips that her girlfriend fitted back enchanted. After that, the new arrival smiled and said.

- My parents watch me now constantly, thanks to the arrival of my aunt and my cousin, they have loosened a little, but I know that, in spite of everything, sooner or later they will discover me. I think that this has already gone too far and that I should tell them the truth.

-I do not want you to have problems because of me.- Debbie told her caressing her hands. - I notice something strange ... I do not know how to specify it, but it is as if something unpleasant floats in the environment.

Kerria smiled at her in disbelief. She was able to respond with a lighter tone.

-You always have such strange things. Although in this case you are right. It is easy to realize that sooner or later our relationship will be known. That's why I must be brave.

-Don't do it for me. -Deborah asked her girlfriend with obvious concern. -

-It's not just for you, Debbie. It is also about me. I'm sick and tired of representing a lie. And even though my parents may think I'm a slut or I'm going around with guys, I'm sure they'd prefer it to the truth that I have to tell them. But I do not want to shut it up anymore. Now I am totally sure of who I am and who I want to be with. And it's with you. I want us to go out together as a couple and to be able to shout it to the world.- She affirmed decided.-

-I love you.- An emotional Debbie could say, offering with eagerness.- And I can go with you to support you.

-No, - the girl shook her head, to assert. - It's a matter that I must deal with my parents. Alone. Not even my brother should be involved in it.

-But he supported you, right? - Her partner asked.-

-Yes, he did, but this is not his thing. In that, my parents are absolutely right. They told me that I must be responsible enough to take care of what I do. And that means not depending on anyone. It is my life and I must take the reins.

            Her friend nodded, she totally agreed with that. Even so, she knew it was going to be a tough test for the girl she loved. It was then when a tremendous explosion that came from the house scared them. After a few moments of bewilderment, Kerria, pale with fear, ran towards it and Deborah followed her. Everything was half destroyed and there were many unknown people. Unfortunately her partner's brother was there as well. He accused her of being responsible for what happened in the changing rooms and Debbie wanted to justify herself. However, her partner told her to be quiet and asked her to leave. Not wishing to complicate things further she obeyed. That was the last time Debbie saw her. At least until the moment she enter the hospital room. Now, with tears rolling down her cheeks, she was leaving. Begging for the recovery of the girl she loved.

-God, I do not pray much to you.- Deborah thought.- But if you save her I will do it more often. She is good, do not punish her. Please, save her and I'll do anything ... whatever you ask me to do.

            And so she left. When Beruche returned to her daughter's room from the bathroom she watched as Debbie walked away from the other end. She gave a faint smile, that girl really loved her and had worried about going to see her. Even at a time when she could have been the target of Roy's anger. And fortunately she would not be the only one. Some of Kerria's classmates, once they found out, wanted to come too. Most were sorry for their behavior towards her, others really appreciated her, especially Brian. Leval took it upon himself to inform him of the situation. He still held in his mind the words of his sister when he pulled her out of the high school once her secret had been revealed. And honoring that debt of gratitude, he went in search of the boy. He reacted in a dismayed and full of pain when he informed her of the girl's condition and declared.

- If I can do anything for Kerria, just tell me.

His interlocutor smiled weakly and answered with recognition in his voice and in his eyes.

- You did a lot when you supported her. She told me and I will always be grateful. If you want to see her, you will be welcome. I am convinced that with your very presence you would do her very well.

            Brian's face expressed shock, but also a shy joy, and then added trying to be as optimistic as possible.

- Your sister is very strong, like you. She will overcome this for sure!

      Leval thanked those words of encouragement which helped him much more than he could imply with his countenance and nodded. The other boy returned the gesture and was turning to leave when his interlocutor added in response.

- You love my sister a lot, don´t you Brian?

He did not know what to answer, but the blush on his face spoke for him. However, he could say, this time with resignation and sadness.

- She has another person in her heart and I cannot take her place. In any case, the really important thing is that she return with us and I will be happy being only her friend.

            Leval  understood the poor boy's feelings and added even with affection.

- If it helps you, I think my sister could not have anyone better than you by her side.

            And they said goodbye, Brian promised to come and visit her and he kept his word, he just came after Debbie left and he also brought some flowers, which he placed with hers. He remained there for a few minutes and after dedicating some words of affection and encouragement he left. He even dared to mutter a weak "I love you" and give her a light kiss on the lips while he could not avoid the tears. Maybe it was the only time he could do it. The poor boy thought of her without stopping and remembered the day he met her. In fact it was before starting the high school. He had just moved to that neighborhood and was taking a walk to get acquainted. Brian had barely turned fourteen. He had grown a lot during that summer. In fact he spent a very fun vacation with his cousins ​​in Florida. Although he knew that on the way back a new life began for him. His father, a prestigious architect, had a very juicy job offer to go to New York State. A project that could last for years. He decided to take the family with him. The boy's mother did not work, she left her job a few years ago to raise him. So now, in that luxurious residential area, he'd have to adapt to that new life and make friends. He thought about it as he walked observing that succession of chalets. Then, something caught his attention, a basketball came flying towards him. It fell a couple of meters away. The boy took the ball and looked towards the entrance of one of the chalets, he could swear it came from there. In that instant he saw her. That girl, in that light blue dress, light brown hair combed in a braid and black low shoes, dancer style, was coming towards him. She smiled at him greeting him.

-Hello, sorry ... Could you pass the ball to me?

            The interpellant looked at her as if hypnotized, that girl had beautiful green eyes that scrutinized him with attention, and a beautiful and bright smile. At least he thought so. He was barely able to say.

-I am sorry. It's yours? It fell by my side.

-No, on the contrary, you must forgive me. It's my father's thing. When he starts playing sometimes he over perform! - She laughed to add kindly and politely.- My name is Kerria Lorein Malden. I live here.

-Brian Rice ... I just moved. I arrived yesterday.- He informed her.-

-Welcome to our neighborhood - the young girl smiled.  She must have been of his same age.-

            He was crazy to ask her but he did not dare, fortunately for him, it was the girl who took the initiative and asked him.

Are you going to the  high we have here?

-Yes ... my parents have enrolled me there.- He affirmed.-

-I'm going too. I start second ...

-Me too.- He smiled, visibly pleased by that stupendous coincidence.-

            She seemed to be going to say something when a powerful man's voice was heard from the inside of the plot, asking her.

-Kerria. Have you found the ball already?

-Yes Dad. I'm going. - The girl replied with good lungs also to add, now in the direction of her fellow. - I have to go. Well, thanks for catching the ball, see you ... Brian? .. – She remembered with a broad smile.-

-Of course. Kerria? - He smiled in turn, visibly embarrassed. -

            The girl nodded and after waving goodbye she turned the ball and ran back to her house. Of course that was a wonderful meeting. Brian could swear that he fell in love with her right then and there. Then it was knowing her in high school and confirm that impression. She was nice,  and willing to help others. He liked her very much and they soon became good friends. The girl was not exactly good at math’s or French, and he, who had lived for some time in Quebec for his father's work, helped her in both subjects. Both were very confident although he was very scared to be able to reveal their feelings. At first he thought that such a girl would have a boyfriend. But he never saw her alone or intimate with any partner or other guys. That made him happy. Then she began to go out there, according to the bad tongues of the high school, frequenting unwise companies. However, he always saw her as a very nice young lady with whom he sometimes had the opportunity to do group work or even study in the library. He always tried to help her and Kerria thanked him with a wide smile that knocked him out. The girl said that thanks to him those subjects that were so badly and boring for her, now were made bearable. Then, when he was deciding to ask her out, it was when that damn cruel hoax circulated around the school. “Kerria is homosexual!” Some of the class girls told him. He took it with disbelief and even got angry. When he met her he saw her as always, kind and cheerful. They talked about math classes. As usual, the young woman asked for help and even invited her to her home to study, saying that her parents would not be upset if she went with a boy for that. It was when the boy betrayed himself confessing that he did not believe those gossip. Kerria gave him a look full of bewilderment and he, not wanting to mess things up, pretext to be in a hurry and agreed to stay for the next day that was Saturday. Then he found out what happened in the women's locker room. That affected him, even more so when he called her and she claimed a strong cold to not stay. But the girl's tone of voice was sad. Then, the next day he found her at that bus stop, so strange, so different from what she used to be and despite everything, he thought he perceived a flash of sympathy towards him. However, he was alarmed. The girl behaved so strangely that she looked like another person. Then he did not know more about her until the news of that accident. Poor Brian felt desolate. During that week, before deciding to go to see her at the hospital, he was silent and sad. Even Lana the blonde cheerleader noticing that, so she came to say at a time when she could talk to him alone, quite considerately.

-Look Brian. We know you're very worried, we all are. And it's no secret that you're also crazy about her. But believe it. She told us in the locker room. She likes women! I am not telling you this to hurt you. On the contrary, you do not deserve to waste time on something impossible. I just want you to stop suffering for that. You are a good guy. I appreciate you, really.

-No, I cannot believe that.- He denied, shaking his head and trying to avoid crying with little success.- I do not want ...

-I'm very sorry.- That girl apologized, adding with regret.- Amethyst, who is very close to her, did not believe it either. She even got very angry with us when we wanted to tell her. But she checked it herself. I hope Kerria recovers! But listen to me. Do not suffer anymore. Forget about her. I can assure you that there are other many girls willing to go out with you.

            And, after that advice and without giving him time to reply, his companion left. Brian of course continued to refuse to believe it. But he also remembered the conversation he had with Amethyst Lassart and it was true. The Frenchwoman herself, whose parents were close to Kerria's, made him understand that this was true. Even though he did not let her finish.

-I do not care what people say.- The dejected boy thought.- I love you Kerria, I will always love you! Even if I can never tell you again, I do not care. You have to get well and be happy, whoever you were with, but live! ...

And the boy left with that desire in his mind. Everyone really wanted the girl to be able to at least feel them. Although now she was far away, struggling between two worlds in a tense tug-of-war in either of them could take her at the least expected time ...

            After saying goodbye to Debbie, a troubled Roy sat in the waiting room, there, he remembered. He thought about his daughter and him, when Kerria was very small. She was barely six years old when a bird that she picked up in the street, after a storm, died. Despite trying to take care of the animal, he was very weak and exhausted, he did not get over it. The girl woke up and when she was going to put water on the cage, she discovered what had happened. She cried non-stop in her room. Roy was next to her trying to cheer her up. That's what he remembered ...

            Little Kerria cried looking at the lifeless body of the little bird that lay in the cage her father had made.

- Why is he dead? - She asked between sobs feeling disconsolate. - I loved him very much. It was my little bird! ...

- Do not cry, honey - his father asked softly sitting next to her on the bed. -

- It's just that I wanted him to be good. - The girl replied looking at the animal with her eyes full of tears. -

- Sometimes, things do not go the way we want, daughter. Nobody lives forever. - He whispered caressing the hair of the child, but then added with a more boisterous tint .- But do not be sad, I'm sure your bird will be fine now.

-How? - Kerria questioned between dejected and curious. -

- Surely he will have gone to the Heaven of the birds, - his father replied. -

- Do birds have a Heaven? - Asked the  child vividly interested. - Like people?..

- Yes of course.- Roy nodded with a wide and comforting smile. - It's a very beautiful place, there the souls of the birds that have died can sing all the time - he explained adding. - They have a lot of birdseed to eat and many worms. And ... - he thought for a moment to see what could happen to him and then he had another idea. - And do you know what's best about everything? - The girl shook her head anxiously listening to him, his father winked with complicity and whispered very softly, as if someone could hear them. - Also, there are no cats.

-And how do you know all that? - She asked him that she did not seem to trust at all because despite her young age she was quite alert. -

Roy placed one of his hands on his daughter's small belly and rubbed it affectionately while he added and this time, without inventing it.

- I know because once I was there visiting some friends. Heaven is a very large place and full of beautiful things for all those who have behaved well in this world.

-And what happened to my bird? - Kerria asked now with voice of concern. - He would have gone there, right? Because he was a good little bird.

- Sure, daughter. - Roy smiled embracing the baby and adding jovially. -Look, I'll tell you what we're going to do. Then we organized a nice funeral for your little bird and before you fall asleep you pray to God to watch over him and for all of us.

- And I can also go there to see him.-Kerria wanted to know visibly hopeful. -

            His interlocutor nodded, declaring sweetly.

- When it passed a lot, a lot of time and you're very old. Then you can go to visit him.

-I do not want to wait that long! - Kerria protested making her father smile and he replied. -

- Until then you can see him in your dreams. With the little Angels.

            The girl nodded something more cheerful. Roy smiled again and heard another candid question.

-And if he is a bird? - The girl asked again with all her innocence.- When he dies doesn´t he need to be given wings like the angels because he already has theirs?

- That's it. - He nodded. - You're very smart, darling. And his wings will take him very fast next to God.

            After burying the bird in the garden, tucked into a box, Kerria prayed her prayers. He watched her tenderly when the baby was whispering with the flat of her little hands together, stuck to her little nose and with her little voice full of hope.

-Please God, may my little bird be very happy ... and let me dream a lot with him, amen.

Later her father wrapped her up, wishing her good night and telling her to dream about that little bird. The baby smiled comforting, thinking how happy that little animal would be now. Giving her an affectionate kiss on the forehead Roy left the room that was dark after whispering to the girl.

- Sleep well, honey ... and I'm sure you'll see him ...

            Roy remembered that with nostalgia and a faint trace of bitterness. That was one of the few times he could be with her daughter alone. Talking to her, listening to her, it was easier then. They could communicate and their little one opened her heart to him. Then the children grow up and everything gets more complicated. He wished things could go back to the way they were and he would fix his daughter's sufferings in such a simple way! He wish Landar was successful and managed to give her back so he would have a new opportunity to tell her how much he loved her!

-My girl, please ... come back with us.- He said without ceasing.-

For her part, Kerria was aware of herself, but not of the place that surrounded her. She had suffered a strange sensation, as in a dream she went back over her own body and could see around her. She was in a kind of room, but she did not have much time to observe it in more detail as she climbed and climbed, heading towards a long tunnel of darkness at the end of which glowed a white and welcoming light that she went through. Now she was advancing in the middle of a place illuminated from all sides by a faint, immaculate flash. She was not afraid nor she did not feel pain. Actually she was very comfortable. After a time that could not be determined she saw another black hole, in the background she could see a white light much more intense than the previous one but that did not blind her. Also, she noticed a powerful current pulling her there. Kerria let herself be led into that tunnel, but suddenly a deep voice stopped her. It did not frighten her, on the contrary, it filled her with tranquility. Before her a man with long white hair and beard, with a tunic that glowed in the same intense immaculate tone, appeared. That old man seemed to cut the flow of attraction of that current. He went to the astonished girl and spoke to her with gentle serenity.

- Not yet young Kerria, there are many ties that claim you here. You must not leave.

-Who are you? - she asked, to regret immediately. -Why should I stay? I have done enough damage to my loved ones. I have disappointed my parents and I have betrayed them, they will want to get rid of me. And I cannot go back, I do not want to go back after what I've done.

- You're wrong. - He fought the figure making himself visible and introducing himself. - I am Landar, the white magician and I come to take you back with your loved ones. There are many people who love you. Believe me, they love you so much that they send me to look for you. But that will only be possible if you decide to accompany me. Otherwise you will follow your path.

- I do not know where I'm going or what I should do. - Kerria replied that she was now bewildered. - Where does that place take? - she wanted to know.-

And she pointed to the tunnel with curiosity as she began to feel a soft and enveloping melody that pacified her senses and her own conscience.

- The path to Eternity opens before you, explained the magician. - That's what you call death, the ones who crossing that threshold never return.

-It is true? - She inquired that, despite the growing feeling of calm still seemed concerned only about one thing and so she asked her interlocutor - everything that those evildoers showed me about my parents.

- It was true but only in part and on many occasions the half-truths are the worst of the lies. That thought is holding you back, preventing you from moving towards Eternity. But I can free you from it. - Clarified Landar. - If you want me to show you things as they really were, follow me. Then you will be free to choose your path.

- Yes, please, show me. - Kerria asked excited and feeling a great curiosity. -

            Landar pulled her away from that tunnel and they both disappeared, reappearing in a place completely empty. There was only one endless white surface. There, a pond of crystalline and placid waters appeared that the magician pointed out to the girl as he explained to her.

- Look, the time pond. Here, the past, the present and the future are intertwined. You must know how to summon them, observe.

Then the old man took out a kind of silver disc and threw it, bounced off the surface of the water and waves formed. When they disappeared, the vision of a landscape appeared. Landar revealed to the astonished girl the story of her parents. Of Roy when he was Prince Asthel. And of her mother Beruche, being the princess Lorein. One of the ancient guardians of the Earth. Both were killed in a tragic battle and reincarnated separately through time and distance to prevent them from meeting again. Roy was possessed by a demon, named Armageddon and Bertie was reincarnated in the thirtieth century, under the command of a sinister family. In the vision Kerria recognized Amethyst's parents, they were very different. Then she saw her aunts. The magician told her how they returned to the Earth's past and their fight against powerful warriors. The girl could recognize them. One of them was the legendary Sailor Moon, She had heard about her being very small. She also saw Sailor Mercury and with amazement knew that she was her godmother Ami. She attended the last battle between this one and her own mother. Beruche seemed to suffer a lot, surrounded herself with a wall of ice until her sister, (Kerria saw that it was her aunt Cooan), convinced her to give her heart a chance.

-Oh mom! - The girl could sigh with tears in her eyes, affirming in solidarity. - I know how you should have felt. To be so alone and so lost ... to think that nobody loved you ... but that was not true ...

But the visions continued. Her mother became a normal human. Then her other two aunts Petz and Karaberasu did the same. Time passed, years in a few seconds. Kerria attended Bertie and Cooan's trip to the US to study. She saw how her parents met. Roy had reincarnated on Earth a little earlier, oblivious to his previous life, like Beruche. But both would discover everything by fighting against the powers of evil that they defeated. Then her brother Leval appeared. But there was something different in him, the look in his eyes was very sad, but with a spark of hope, the magician told her all his story leaving her stunned.

 - He is not the brother you know, but the one he could be. He came from another future, with a terrifying destiny, only to warn your parents. In that plane of existence you were not born, this Leval came to save your parents’ future and yours.

The girl could see some images of that, many were really terrible. When she contemplated them, she cried in horror. And she witnessed the helplessness of her poor brother to confront those monsters that had devastated Earth in that terrifying alternate future.

- It's incredible! - Kerria babbled when she could recover from those visions.-

Tears still ran through her cheeks. In addition to being overwhelmed by the horror and cruelty of those terrible beings, she was amazed at the power of Leval. The boy made his hair shine a deep golden color and an aura of the same tone enveloped him when he fought. At last she witnessed the victory of that boy and the joy that seized him. Now she was impressed by all the struggles and suffering that both her parents and that "other brother" had to go through.

-He was very brave. Did he really have to go through all that? - She inquired full of astonishment.-

-That's how it went. Or at least it would have been. Would you like to talk to him? - The old man offered. -

-Could I do it? - She wanted to know with the burning desire that could be possible. -

            Landar smiled and just made a movement of his hands, in that instant the girl realized that the magician was not next to her  but that young man, turned on his back.

-Leval.- She called timidly.- Are you Leval, right?

Then he turned to her, looking at her with an expression she had never seen before in her brother.

- It's you. - He said in a soft voice. - The girl that they showed me in the visions.- And smiling with affection, the boy added. - Glad to meet you.

- You're really like my brother, but somehow I know you're not him. - She could say really astonished.-

            He watched her calmly to reply.

- I know that you have suffered a lot, that almost all the burden that I carried in my time line was stolen from my other self, but in a certain way it was loaded on you. You are a very strong and very important presence, but I am afraid that my parents, your parents, focused too much on the Leval of your dimension. And that was my responsibility. I provoked it by going to see them, although unconsciously. I apologize for that.

- No. - Denied Kerria with her head adding with gratitude. -You gave me the opportunity to be born, to live. I have seen the lives of my parents and yours. They were very hard, you all had to pay a price. In my case it could not have been otherwise. I did not intervene in any of those struggles or helped to create the world around me. That makes me feel like I really do not deserve to be with them. -She declared with regret. -

- Go ahead and have courage. Your moment has not yet arrived. - The boy assured her with a warm smile, more when he added affectionately posing one of his hands on the left cheek of the girl to caress her. - I know it very well because I've seen it. You will have many important things to do.

And before his interlocutor could ask for a qualification, he said goodbye asking her with affectionate sweetness.

- Our paths will never cross again, although you will see my other self again. Please, dear sister that you could be, give him all the affection that I would have liked to share with you of having met you in my reality.

            She nodded with barely contained emotion and that boy vanished. Without any transition, the girl was back with the wizard.

- Do you understand now, young Kerria? - Landar asked, adding. - Your parents love you very much, they have struggled and suffered to try to make a better world and be able to raise your brother and you in peace. But that's not all, look now.

            Landar threw a gold disc that bounced twice in waves, when these were extinguished, they showed the vision of her father sitting in the waiting room. Her mother sat next to him and Kerria could hear them.

-How are you, Roy? - Beruche asked with a nervous and worried tone. -

- No changes, right? - he sighed with resigned regret. - Doctors do not know what can happen to her.

            His wife wanted to be strong and keep her spirits up. She knew he was sunk, but she was collapsing herself and could not help it in her next words.

- She could be like that for hours or years, - Bertie babbled almost on the verge of crying. Ami did not dare to look me in the eye when she told me. - OMG! Is it that we have not suffered enough?

            But Roy reacted, extracting strength and morals from where he did not seem to have them.

- Have faith, dear - her husband consoled her by hugging her. - Our daughter will be fine, I'm sure. She has blood of fighters, she will not surrender.

- If something happened to her, Roy. I do not know what I can do! - Beruche impotently sobbed burying her face in the chest of her husband. - I could not bear to lose her ...

- No, nothing will happen to her- he insisted. -You must trust her, I did not do it until it was too late. And I feel so guilty. Do you know Bertie? I remembered the time you were traveling with Leval, in that children's championship in which he participated. I stayed to take care of her, we found a bird after a storm.

- You already told me - his wife said, shaking her head and wiping away her tears. - He died and she became very sad, but you knew how to comfort her.

-I told her the bird would go to Heaven - he added quietly. - I talked to her and I let her tell me her sorrows. Then I did behave like a father, - he said bitterly, sentencing with a rueful moan. -Now that it was about her own life, I have failed.

- Do not torture yourself, - Beruche asked him desperately trying to keep her voice afloat from her own pain. -There have been many things. You cannot hurt yourself so much, Roy.

- If I could be with her just like then, let her tell me what worries her and understand her, instead of scolding her for everything. Nor can I bear the idea of ​​losing her, Bertie. - He lamented sobbing disconsolately, being him now he was sinking without remedy .- She is my little girl!

-Dad! - Merrily Kerria letting her tears flow. - I want to be with you again and with Mom. I love you! , I need you so much, - and nodding she was ready to go resolutely to the magician sobbed as the image vanished. - Take me home, please! I beg you, let me come back! I want to be worthy of them! I want to be able to do something good for others. - She asked his guide very strongly. - And by myself.

- Wait, you have not seen everything yet - the white magician smiled, adding with a mixture of condescension and kindness. - Do not you want to know what the future will bring, at least part of what that Leval has told you.

            The girl looked at him in amazement.

- Can you really show it to me? - She inquired incredulously. -

            Without saying a word, Landar took out a small disc of platinum, threw it against the surface of the water and it bounced three times. After the waves, the young woman looked attentively at the images that formed. Then she could see her brother, he wore a kind of uniform. Next to him, with a different hairstyle and something older was Amethyst. In a place that Kerria did not recognize, through a window, many stars could be seen. The stars that excited Leval so much. Afterwards, she saw scenes of struggles. Like her father and that alter ego of the future, her brother shone with a golden hue. There was also Mazoui and another brunette girl next to another blonde one. She saw herself there, seated, she was also a few years older and that future Kerria cradled a child and looked thoughtful.

-And that child, whose is? – She asked astonished - Not my son? ...

-No, - Landar replied, revealing her. - In this possible future, your brother and your friend Amethyst will have tests to overcome, difficult and dangerous, but they will succeed. That baby you hold is their son. He will be the force that will help rebalance the Cosmos. Your nephew, Kerria.

The astonished girl, could see the baby wrapped in a powerful white light and her friend Amethyst cradling him and singing a very beautiful lullaby dedicated to him.

-It is wonderful! - She could sigh, frankly moved to hear that. - I never heard anything like that!

            The images changed, that child seemed to grow and in the company of others they went to a place. They were boys and girls who exuded great power and one of them produced a hunch in Kerria. He was very attractive, with brown hair and blue eyes and also showed great strength. He was walking next to a very beautiful girl with long platinum blond hair. Together with the others they arrived at what looked like a huge door that was beginning to open. But she could not see anymore, the visions dissipated in the crystal clear water.

- Young Kerria, you have a very important role to play to improve things in this world. Well, you must know that this possible future or others, will depend in large part on you. - Landar declared solemnly. -

- Yes, I beg you! , take me back - she asked again with even greater desire. - I want another chance, I want to live and amend all the damage I've caused. Stop the evil that I helped spread. I hope it's not too late to do it.

- Then give me your hand. - The old man replied with a broad and approving smile. - And return to life ...

Kerria grabbed a hand of the magician and this time there was a glow that did blind her. She thought she was going through a kind of silver portal and she opened her eyes. For her it was a strange sensation, a kind of return from nowhere, the awakening of a deep dream that began to dissolve as soon as it turns to wakefulness. Now she felt heavy and very fatigued. She was lying on a bed and had probes attached to her body. She remembered little of the visions she had had of the future that faded away in her memory until they disappeared, as some dreams upon waking are forgotten, being reduced to mere impressions of vague memory. Instead, she kept the others well in her mind. And, to her surprise, next to her was the face dampened by the tears of her mother who now smiled, crying with emotion and joy.

- My girl. You're well, aren´t you? - Beruche sobbed holding Kerria's hand in hers. - How glad I am that you're here again!

- Mom. - She whispered in a weak voice .- What happened? I was, ... - she tried to remember but her memory did not help her at all. She was lost now in a kind of tired obtundation. - I do not remember…

- Do not tire yourself my baby. - Bertie asked - wait.

She left in a hurry and shouted for her husband. At first everyone was alarmed believing that something terrible had happened. However, Bertie's smile was bright. The exhaustion that dragged seemed to have evaporated. Her husband jumped like a spring and went with her. The others waited outside. Roy ran into the room and knelt kissing the hand of his daughter.

-Thank God. -He said, crying with joy and sinking his face on the bed. - Thanks friend!

He thought of Landar while he was barely able to sob the words. For a long time he could not do anything but mourn, thus venting all his fear and pain and replacing it with the joy of having his little girl again. At last he look up, still clouded by tears and smiled at Kerria telling her full of joy.

- My child, I knew you would get it!

- Dad. - She could whisper, excited and full of happiness. - I love you

- And I love you too. My girl.- He said, his voice trembling. – And I always did...

- It's true what you told me when I was little. - She muttered, framing a slight smile on her now radiant face. - You were in Heaven. And I have seen it too. It is something wonderful! I have been able to feel Eternity dragging me.

             Roy and Beruche looked at her in amazement, barely holding their surprise. Kerria, could tell them her experience in the tunnel and what she still remembered, without profiling details about her companion. Her parents listened excitedly.

- I have been unworthy of your love and your efforts .- The young woman whispered adding decisively. - But I'll change, I promise ... I'll make you being proud of me one day .

- Do not say that, honey.- Roy muttered carefully hugging his daughter so as not to strong not wanting to affect any of the devices she had connected in her body. - That's not true. We love you, no matter what happened, you're our daughter. I love you more than anything in the world, it was my fault for not knowing how to understand you but from now on, I promise you that everything will be fine.

- We are already very proud of you, my life. And that will never change. - Bertie added.-

And she smiled, drying some tears at the same time that, with great care, she placed the pendant with her cross, passing it over her head.

-I shouldn´t separate from this.- The distressed girl muttered.- I do not know if I deserve to take it back ...

-It has always been yours and always will be, my love.- Her mother whispered affectionately.-

-You are the most precious thing we have, daughter. And from now on I'm going to make sure that we never forget it.- His excited father asserted.-

             The girl smiled in turn feeling better. Those words for her were like the best of balms. And then her brother ran into the room, arrived full of joy. Amethyst was behind him. The girl joined the boy at the entrance of the hospital and both came with barely a word, direct to ask for Kerria, as they used to do routinely. But when they were informed that she had woken up they could barely contain their emotion, they embraced and burst into joyous tears. Then, they went up to the race, but trying to calm down when they arrived so as not to disturb the patient. Leval approached his sister trying to contain his emotion. But Amethyst, once the joy was remitted, remained prudently removed.

- How are you Ky? - He asked affectionately, with that affectionate look that she recognized since both were children. -

- Very well- her sister smiled assuring him with a voice full of serenity. - I've never been better.

- Now that you have woken up everything will be easier, you will recover soon.- The boy affirmed with a barely content joy. -

            Then, resorting to her meager strength, Kerria took one of her brother's hands. She looked at him tenderly and whispered.

- Thanks Leval, for everything. For contributing to create a better future and make it possible for me to participate in it. For being able to help you to carry the load that corresponds to us.

His surprised interlocutor had a face of not understanding anything and smiled. Surely it would be that his sister was still stunned, but Roy and Beruche embraced excitedly. They did understand it very well.

- My daughter, who told you that? - Her father asked her in a low voice, while Leval got up and went to the door, offering Amethyst to enter. -

- An old man, - she described Landar and added surprised. - Then it was not just a dream! Everything really happened!

- Yes darling, but that happened in the past, - Beruche answered visibly excited, adding courage. - Now we must only think about the future, we must make a better future for all.

- I know we'll do it, mom. - Kerria smiled, full of security and with her weak movement of an arm pointed to Leval who had his back to them and added proudly. - Like my other brother did when he saved us all.

            Her parents nodded with the greatest of smiles. But they were interrupted by sobs. Everyone noticed that Amethyst did not dare approach, Leval tried to comfort her and convince her but she resisted.

- Amethyst - Kerria whispered when she noticed it.- I'm fine, come closer.- She asked while her parents let the French girl pass. -

             The required approached very slowly without wanting to look directly at her friend, the tears fell and as soon as she had no choice but to look up at Kerria and she returned her gaze with a faint smile she could not stand it. Amethyst knelt next to her and burst into tears, resting her head on her lap.

-Forgive me- She asked her totally desolate.- I abandoned you when you asked me for help, I'm sorry. I failed you when you needed me most! - Pardonnez-moi s'il te plait! – Amethyst repeated overwhelmed by remorse and regret. -

- Calm down, - the convalescent asked with a soft and conciliatory tone.- Do not think about it anymore.  That was not your fault, Amethyst. Cheer up, I'm fine and everything will be the same again. Come on, you're a tough girl.

- I cannot, I feel so guilty, - her disconsolate friend replied. -

- I felt that way too, but someone explained to me that things are much more complex than they seem. They happen because they must happen, they have a reason and we must take part in them. Come on, we have to leave the past behind and move on. I have forgiven both of you, forgive yourself now and let's be good friends forever.

            The aforementioned could once again look at her in the eyes with astonishment. Her friend was changed, she had no trace of hatred or revenge, not even bitterness. She did not hold any grudge.

- It is true. - Roy added slowly. - We all did wrong and we suffer for it. But we must continue. Starting again.

- Come on Leval, take Amethyst to rest. The poor thing must be even more fatigued than me, -Kerria smiled to try to eliminate that emotional tension. -

            Her friend returned a grateful smile and Leval accompanied her solicitously outside. The Malden let their daughter rest and told the others that she was fine, there was great joy. Then, they telephoned Japan ...

            There was no one in Ami's apartment. The doctor had a turn. But when she finished she chose to go to the sanctuary. There, her friend the priestess continued the prayers. She joined her. Touching that long cord and clapping, asking fervently for the life of her goddaughter. To the Sailor Mercury´s surprise , she saw her companions, Minako, Makoto and Usagi, doing the same, they were all there. So they were Mamoru, Luna, Artemis, and even Chibiusa. The latter had even come from the future to the thread of a mission that was fulfilling. She learned what was happening and joined the rest. She looked like a twenty-year-old girl, taller than her mother. For a moment nobody spoke. All remained respectfully in an attitude of prayer. After a few minutes the telephone rang. Rei did not hesitate to answer. Soon she was transfigured, with a huge smile. She had a portable phone that she handed to Ami. Her friend questioned her with her eyes but the priestess simply said, trying to moderate her emotion.

-Is for you…

- Moshi, moshi? - She answered in Japanese style, when suddenly, she asked. - Bertie? ... Oh, thank God! - She exclaimed, full of joy.- No ... do not give them to me. It's been Kerria, she was the one who wanted to heal and come back ... Sure. Of course, as soon as I can, I will visit you. I hope we can all go. Or at least some ... Goodbye. And I'm very happy ... Yes, I love you too.

            She hung up the phone and the rest surrounded her with expectant but optimistic faces. Ami could barely speak, only approached Usagi who was looking at her with a big smile. Sailor Mercury embraced her and could only cry, although this time of happiness. And they were like that for a long time, crying and laughing both of them.

-I'm sorry, I regret breaking the rules.- Ami could finally say that, however, she said.- But I would do it again for my godchildren or for my friends.

-You have nothing to apologize for. - Usagi fought back, replying. - It is me who must ask you all for forgiveness for these terrible trials.

Soon after hearing that the others joined them in a big hug. Even cats shed tears of happiness. Mamoru himself had to wipe them away. At last, it was he who declared with evident joy.

-Not all have to be terrible sacrifices, sometimes there are happy endings.

-She will be someone important for the future, do not worry about it, Ami. Although, she will still have a long way to go and difficult tests to overcome one day, but there will be her test. - Usagi added after separating from her friend.

-I know.- She nodded with obvious joy and pride.- And she will overcome them all...

-It is wonderful! - Chibiusa said, adding. - I did not say anything to Neherenia for not worrying her, she was a friend of Kerria's childhood. But now I can explain what happened and tell her that everything went well ...

-You do not need to tell her any of this. Just continue with her preparation. Someday she must go into action, and that day is not so far. - Usagi answered.

- I'll go back with her and the Amazons then.- The young woman agreed. - I'm very happy, it's great news.

            Her parents nodded. The rest of the old sailors and the cats cordially congratulated Ami for the happy outcome of her goddaughter. Later, more calm and relieved, they separated. The following days would have many things to do and urgent matters to deal with ...

In New York the days also passed and the still convalescent young lady found herself completely recovered. Now, one of the few remaining beans helped her to eliminate even the marks of her wounds. Finally she was discharged. So she returned home where she rested for a couple of weeks and then she came back to the institute. Nobody got involved with her anymore, but, there was news that blurred the joy. For Kerria it was very hard but her friend Debbie was leaving the city. Two days after going to visit her at the hospital, the girl learned that her father had been transferred to the west for work and it was their turn to leave. In addition, her parents had to spend some time with their other daughter. Deborah also longed to be with her older sister and had also promised that if Kerria recovered she would let her start her life again. That timely transfer seemed like a kind of signal. Something inside her heart told her that this was the way it should be. So, despite the pain that entailed her, she wanted to keep her promise. After that, she went to say goodbye to the Malden house. Roy kept his word and received her with visible affection. At last both girls could talk to say goodbye.

- Will you write to me? - Kerria asked excited. -

- I promise, - Debbie nodded assailed by the same feelings. - I'll always think about you ...

            The two gave a long and strong hug and after a last kiss Debbie left. Although Kerria got a little depressed because of this, she soon recovered, there was someone else. He had supported her when they all turned their backs and he had waited in silence. As a friend he helped the girl overcome her loneliness, the emptiness that remained after Deborah's departure. With his help, she got up to catch up in the school. The course was almost over and the girl was passing it even with good grades. Those after school home classes made it possible. The person in question was of course Brian. The boy was very happy to have her again by his side, even if only in that way. Kerria liked him as a great friend and had a lot of affection towards him, but he was in love. For a time, after the girl's recovery, he did not even dare ask her about it. However, afterwards, spending so many afternoons with her, sometimes at his home, sometimes at the young woman's, between studies, rehearsals, the odd joke and the smiles of her, his feelings filled him in such a way that he was going to explode if he could not confess them. Despite having done it in the hospital, it was not the same. Then, the target of his love was unconscious. Now he had her there, next to him. Brian remembered that he had thought to be silent forever, considering that his partner was attracted to women. But after the departure of Deborah Hunter, that seemed to have been put aside. Kerria did not date anyone, neither girl nor boy. Except with Amethyst, of course. But obviously not for that kind of reason. And if that was not enough, the young French woman had commented to him on occasion that her friend was talking wonders about him, and that maybe ... Who knows? Amethyst did not get to say clearly what that meant, but the invitation was clear that at least he would try in some way. So, after weighing all this for several days, the boy decided to take the step. He tried to declare himself one afternoon when they were returning from the institute walking to the girl's house. She commented something about the closeness of the holidays when he said, full of prevention, willing to test the ground as much as possible before venturing.

- Kerria. What are you going to do on vacation?

- I do not know for sure, we may go outside or maybe my cousins will ​​come. - She answered, really without knowing it. -

- If you stay, would you like to go out? Well. - He added cut and with more voice - would you want to go out with me one day?

-Someday? , of course Brian - she graciously agreed with a nod. - We'll go out.

- I mean to do it in a serious way. - He said something colored as soon as he gathered the courage. -

            Kerria was stunned. She did not know what to say, of course she did not think about that. Even so, after an embarrassing silence, she could compose a jovial smile and respond with an evasive air.

- Well, we'll talk, okay? Now I have to go home, it's late, will you come with me?

            His interlocutor nodded without daring to insist more. Accompanied her until the entrance to Kerria and said goodbye until the next day. The girl watched him walk away with a demure gesture. She herself felt very confused. The successive days were somewhat tense. She hardly crossed a few words with him. The girl, whether consciously or not, tried to distance herself. She was not so approachable to stay or even to study, stating that she did not want to ballast him too much or that she needed to be alone to concentrate. Needless to say, he did not believe it and felt bad about himself, reproaching himself for having rushed. Or worse, having spoiled the beautiful friendship that had united them. A few days passed and Brian made no attempt to repeat the question. There was little left for the holidays, so he decided to wait cautiously. Maybe Kerria was worried about the exams and that put even more obstacles. But once solved this problem he tried to see her, although she always fits badly. Kerria gave him some excuse that prevented him from staying. One day he could no longer bear it. Steeling himself, the boy went to her house. He knocked on the door and it was Roy who opened it.

- Hello Brian, - smiled  the man who also appreciated the boy a lot. - Are you coming to see Kerria? - He asked in a kind voice. -

- Yes sir, - could say the boy something embarrassed. - I'd like to invite her to the cinema, if you do not mind. - He hastened to qualify with palpable respect. -

 - If I don´t mind? - Roy laughed adding with humor - Ha, ha, ha, I will not be the one to go to the cinema with you, boy! That you'll have to ask my daughter.

And to underline his words, he gave Brian a hearty pat on the back that advanced the boy a couple of meters with the momentum.

- You'll see Mr. Malden.- He added trying to recover from the "tap" and confessing. - The fact is that I'm embarrassed to ask her again. I do not want her to believe that I ...

            His interlocutor looked at him and nodded sympathetically, he knows perfectly  what was happening to the poor kid, but  he did not want to show it much and responded nonchalantly to try to ease the tension of him.

- Wait here, I'll let her know. I will tell my daughter that you are waiting for her. But sit down, man! What do you want to drink?

- No, nothing, thank you very much, really. - Brian replied almost stammering with embarrassment. –

The host looked at the boy sitting tensely, he looked like a stick. Poor guy! , it was clear that I was cast by Kerria.

-Come on, I'll leave you with some good music. - He commented jovially while looking for an old cd. When he found it, he smiled and commented to the boy. - Listen well to this song. This was composing, boy! Not the dumb things that self-called artist do now. Surely you will find  interesting to listen to this song while you wait.

And without waiting for an answer from the bewildered boy he connected the player ... And there he left him, listening to that magnificent song that could surely apply.

In all the time that I've known you

You have been edgy and nervous

I have never wanted to have you

I was aware of the danger

Of making a bid for your favors

You are such a natural stranger

I made excuses and ran

You are an island

But I cannot leave you all out at sea

You are so violent with your silence

You are an island

I cannot sleep

Won´ t you talk to me?

I'm on dry land

Won´t you help me ?, please

In all the time I've known you

There has been something between us

I do not think it's my imagination

I felt like I could not touch you

But I had the feeling you´d love too

Tell me the truth if you could do

I made excuses and ran

You are an island

But I cannot leave you all out at sea

You are too violent with your silence

You are an island.

I cannot sleep

Won´t you speak to me?

I'm on a dry land

Won´t you help me?, please

You are an island

But I cannot leave you all out at sea

You are too violent with your silence

You are an island.

I cannot sleep

Won´t you speak to me?

I'm on a dry land

Won´t you help me?, please

(Dry Land, Marillion, author credit)

 To tell the truth Roy knew that this kid had fallen in love with his daughter since he came to live in a nearby urbanization, entered the same institute, and met her a little over a year ago. He remembered that time when playing in the garden he threw the ball out and Kerria went to retrieve it, he thought she saw that boy watching her from a distance. And he stayed there a long time ... Until the girl entered the house.

-I think that since then the poor guy was hanging by my little girl.- He smiled.- And I'm not surprised at all ...

And besides, Leval told him how that noble kid tried to always support her. He waited and carried on with everything that had happened, fearing at first that other boys more determined and as attractive or more than him, would take the lead (the truth is that with his brown hair, blue eyes, body of something more than six feet and average weight, he was not bad at all).

- This kid is too shy. He reminds me of my friend Tommy, ah, the Kansas peasant, at the beginning he was the same, fool. - He smiled amused as he climbed the stairs to the top floor. -  He will not make any progress with my girl if he won´t change his attitude in that. LOL!

But Roy could understand. Surely when that boy knew why Kerria did not date other kids that must have been a big blow to him. If she had no interest in men and was only attracted to women, Roy would never have the slightest chance. When everyone knew about Kerria and Debbie, he was sure he thought he was dying. But despite everything he did not want to leave her side. Even if it was as a friend he wanted to be close. The Malden had seen how he was going home to help their daughter to study, to keep up with the work and always in a kind and caring way. Bertie was also delighted with that kid. Kerria could not have anyone better to make up for lost time and focus. Even the girl herself, once talking to her parents, admitted it. In her opinion, he was one of the few who did not strip her with his eyes and that appreciation was shared by many of the high school classmates who had gone out with him willingly. Actually, Kerria was not unaware that many other girls were pining for it. Although what the girl did not know was that the others knew that Brian's heart had a mistress. They even felt sorry for him, that guy did not deserve to have such bad luck. However, since the Malden's daughter had recovered from that accident, things changed a lot and especially after Debbie's departure, her behavior was increasingly open to the boy. And as she was repeatedly with him, gossip among her fellow disciples began to spread. Amethyst for example, was one of those who considered the possibility that Kerria had varied in that. Honestly, and although the Frenchwoman's attitude had changed and had opened, understanding her friend's right to be as she wanted, she did not stop wishing she would notice Brian. Partly because he was a boy as charming as Leval and in another because it was simply that, a boy. And another thing that contributed to her theory of change was that, when she was chatting with Kerria and bringing up the subject of Brian, she told her about the boy's attempt, but she did not express much less displeasure. She only claimed to be confused and not want to hurt him. But, that did not know that poor boy, he only saw that she did not pay much attention to him. Even Roy, oblivious to all that tangle of juvenile theories and whispers, realized that lately she was shying away from that boy and now he understood why. So he finished climbing the stairs and knocked on the door of his daughter who could now hear that same song because his father had taken care to put it to good volume with all intention.

- Yes, who is there? – Kerria answered. -

- It's me darling. I can pass?..

-Sure. - She said cheerfully, opening the door. -

-You'll see Kerria, Brian is downstairs waiting for you. He wants to invite you to the cinema - Roy informed her, waiting for her response. -

            The girl sighed for a long time, falling on her bed, she seemed disoriented and her joviality was extinguished giving way to a hesitant and elaborate reply as she played with the braid she had made.

- Dad, tell him I cannot.

-How is what? – Roy smiled  and opposed slyly. - If you're bored here all morning.

- I was going to call Amethyst. - The girl imprudently argued. -

- It is not true - her father refuted, who hurried to remind her with a funny tone. - Amethyst called yesterday to say she was going with her parents for a few days. And you know it.

- Dad, please - Kerria sighed as if she wanted a truce. - I cannot go out with him.

- What is the problem, daughter? - Roy inquired more seriously. - Brian is a good boy.

- Yes, I know.- She admitted ruefully.- Too good, I love him very much and for that reason I do not want to give him false hopes, then I would hurt him a lot. And I could not forgive myself. He does not deserve that.

- Well, now at least he just wants to invite you to the cinema, but that's up to you to decide. Remember daughter that he loves you very much and has supported you when you needed it the most. You cannot let him down now. - Her father said, although he did it without any reproach tone. - You know that would not be good.

- Yes, it's true – Kerria agreed , but soon nuanced between resigned and restless. - But he does not just want to invite me to the cinema, he wants us to go out, to date me. I appreciate him very much, but like a brother, I'm not in love with him. I cannot make him to believe it.

- So don´t do it. - Roy replied, adding with a fatherly tone. Adding more forcefully. - Look, daughter. You can be clear and make it clear that you do not want that kind of relationship. Women have a thousand ways to do it without hurting or at least mildly. But what is not right is that you break the boy's heart by refusing to see him. Going to the cinema does not mean anything today. Also, I'm sure you'll have fun. The boy has good taste and not just to choose girl. Sure the movie will be good and you can get from him an invitation to popcorn those sweets that you like so much since you were little! -He added with renewed joviality. -

            The aforementioned remained silent for a few moments. That was a difficult decision. She wanted to weigh everything. She thought about that boy and she always saw him trying to help her, encouraging her and being almost her confidant. She did not want to break that. However, if she refused to see him again and again that would also be very unfair. Did she have to punish him for what he felt? No, she had firmly proposed not to make anyone else suffer. And she kept remembering ashamed how she acted when she saw him at that bus stop. No matter how Devilish Lady was she then, deep down it was still her. And it was precisely with Brian who, despite being dominated by evil at that time, she did not want to be cruel. Perhaps, deep inside her heart, that meant something. Anyway, she could not find out unless she gave the boy a chance. Even if it was just about inviting her to the cinema and a good helping of sweet popcorn with soda! She thought more relieved that  it was not much to ask. Yes she could give him that.

- Ok - Kerria smiled convinced. - You're right dad. Tell him to wait for me, it will take me a while to get ready.

-Maybe he's tired of sitting down there like a stick and leaving without you! – Her father proclaimed with a laugh, making his daughter laugh amused despite herself, and he added with sympathy and even tenderness. - Of course he will wait for you!

-Yes, I already hear that you have put that music of your times.- She commented now with funny and even sarcastic tints.- He must be enjoying it a lot.

- Hey, well, of course he will. It is the best music in the world ... and with message.- Her father affirmed.- Listen well and you will find out ...

-I've done it.- She nodded.- So a... dry land. Eh? ... Well, what a nice place you've sent him. - She mocked with a naughty tone.-

However, her interlocutor smiled looking at his daughter and sentenced with tenderness.

-Then do not be an island in the middle of the sea ... and do not leave the poor boy in the middle of that wasteland for a long time. He deserves better ... do not you think?

           Kerria gave him a look of stupor, Roy just smiled and left his daughter thinking about those words and went down to tell the boy.

-It's a beautiful song ... - the girl muttered listening to that melody for a moment to meditate.- Edgy and nervous. Yes, I may have behaved with you like that song says ... Brian. And it's true, you do not deserve it ...you deserve much better than that.

For his part, Kerria´s friend also listened to that song himself believing that he has discovered what Kerria's father had referred to.

-I wish I could express myself like that with you! - He thought between thoughtful and disturbed.- If only I could tell you what I feel in such a beautiful way ...

In that moment he saw Mr. Malden arrive. Still smiling, he commented warmly.

-You will have to be patient and give my daughter some time ... - And before the astonished look of the young man, Roy added looking at him funny to be precise.- She is changing clothes. Soon she will come down ... and you can go ...

Upon hearing that the boy's face shone. The poor lad hid his joy with great difficulty. Soon Bertie arrived and met with her husband and the guest and kindly asked him about his parents. This one, despite the shyness that assailed him, responded politely as always.

-Very well thanks for asking. They send greetings.

-And tell me.- Bertie wanted to know, smiling at him with almost maternal affection.- What movie are you going to see.

-Well ... the truth ... I had not stopped to think about it. I ... - The bewildered boy, replied, he did not know what to said. - What a mistake! ...- He sighed, taking his hands to his head.-

The Malden looked at each other with smiles. Poor guy! He was so embarrassed and nervous that they were very fond of  him.

-I recommend the last of dinosaurs that has been released. It has bestial special effects. And never better said. The bugs really look real! - Roy exclaimed to help the boy. Visibly funny, yes, with the face so red that the poor child had. More when jokingly he added. - Ha, bestial effects, for those beasts! Do you get it?

Bertie shook her head with a half-smile. The astonished boy sketched another of commitment.

- Yeah right. It's a good idea, Mr. Malden. Although I do not know if Kerria will like that kind of movies. - Brian timidly opposed.-

- If she likes them? She loves them! I'm telling you ... – Roy affirmed with rotundness.-

-I'm sure that there will be a few on the billboard that my daughter likes. You will have a great time. - Bertie added with a softer tone. - Do not worry about that. The main thing is the company ... and she cannot complain about that, it's unbeatable.

The boy blushed to his ears. The Malden smiled, giving him an affectionate look. And in the meantime, the girl got prepared and came down in a few minutes with a white blouse and dark blue jeans, her light brown hair loose and falling over her shoulders.

- Are we going, Brian? - She asked him with her warm smile that always left the poor boy  knock out. -

-Hey? Of course, well, see you later, Mr. Malden. - He said goodbye very politely  as well as enthusiastically. –

The parents of Kerria corresponded with two smiles and approving gestures of their heads. So, the young ones left. The two of them left the house and Bertie and her husband watched them go away chatting with joy. Their daughter even seemed to laugh after a comment from the boy who was laughing too. Possibly he was telling her some of Roy's witticisms ...

- Poor kid! He is totally crazy for our daughter. - Bertie sighed while smiling sympathetically as she watched them go. - From here you can almost hear his heart beating.

            Her husband nodded, before answering.

- Do you know Bertie? Well, I like that boy very much. That heart of his, as you said, so much beats him when he is close to our child, is very noble and it is easy to realize that he really loves her. Do not you think it would be great if both of them ...?

- Roy, -  Beruche gently reminded  him by smiling - you know Kerria ...

- Yes, but maybe she can change. Not because I say so, it may be Brian who works that transformation. Look at him, you admitted his was adorable, cubito. - He said, wishing it were so. - Are you going to tell me you would not like a boy like that for a son-in-law?

            His wife shook her head but with a smile. Her husband would never give up! Of course, Roy thought in the same way as Amethyst, even Beruche herself would not see that with badly, at all. And why not? It also seemed to her that Kerria's eyes brightened when she was with that lovely young man. And the boy in question, following the advice of Mr. Malden, proposed to his friend to see that movie of dinosaurs.

-Your father told me that you liked this kind of movies ... - He whispered shyly.-

-They're not bad. - She conceded, adding yes, amused. - But do not trust my father very much. He is very joker! He loves teasing people.

-Yes, he is.- The young man admitted.- And very kind, like your mother.

His friend nodded. In that they were about to enter. Brian went ahead to pay the tickets.

-Where do you like more? In the center, or on the sides ... in front ...

The girl stopped him with a smile. Declaring with joviality.

-Wherever you want.

So Brian took them centered and backwards, from the last rows. The two sat down and he offered to buy popcorn and something to drink. Kerria nodded smiling.

-I'm coming back. I hope that before it starts. - The poor boy almost babbled. - Hopefully there will not be many people.

            The girl saw him go to the bar, of course she did not dislike going out with him at all. Although despite everything she considered him a good friend. Sometimes she felt something strange when they were together. Especially now, in that magical gloom of the room, so close to each other. Kerria herself had to admit that she felt confused again, even if only a few times. Maybe, giving time to time. Who knows!...

- What should I do? - She muttered with some concern.- He already knows how I am ... and despite everything ... I cannot let him believe something that this will ever be possible ... at least I think so.

And the boy returned just in time. So they saw that movie and even in some startle scenes the young woman involuntarily grabbed his arm causing Brian's blushing. Of course they had a good time and that afternoon was recorded in the heart of the boy who could not beat more strongly without being precisely because of the action of that film ...

            And time passed. Meanwhile, Leval also finished his course with excellent grades and as his cousin did the previous year, he entered the military academy as an aspirant surpassing the preselection, ready to prepare the final entrance exams. Taking advantage of the summer he decided to train hard with his father and Mazoui. He wanted to be a worthy heir of his family and despite the joy he had for the recovery of his sister, he did not lower the guard thinking of those bastards sectarian. For their part, the mothers of the boys and the rest of their companions, also talking about what happened with those sectarian of the sect, must admit that they were not so young as years ago, so they decided to give the take over as fighters of justice to their daughters, same way as Cooan had done. They wanted the girls to prepare so as not to be defenseless against other possible attacks. Beruche called Usagi to consult the matter to her.

- Moshi, moshi? - The young Japanese answered.-

-Hi Usagi-chan.- Bertie greeted.-

-Bertie-chan. I'm very happy to hear you. How is everything going?

-Very well, now things are calm. At least for the moment.- Her partner jovially replied, adding with a more serious tone.- However, we do not know how long it will last ... that is why I would like to consult you ...

The expression of her listener became more serious also when she answered.

-You will say.

-We have thought that our daughters should follow in Idina's footsteps.- She revealed without further ado.- What do you think?

-That is a question that only you must decide.-  Usagi replied.-

Bertie sighed, that's the way it should be, but she did not refuse to confess.

-We have some fear. It is a huge responsibility ... For years we have known what it meant to fight and face evil. Or even be part of it. But they were born innocent and with nothing to do with it.

-But destiny came to meet them.- Usagi said that now she spoke more like Serenity when she added.- There are things that, however much you want, it cannot be avoided. Trust them, they will know to be at your height and raise to the occasion when the time comes.

-Thank you my friend.- Beruche replied.-

-I wish I could help you. My own daughter is going to be here for a while. If it seems good to you, I'll tell her to travel to the United States so she can join you and train them a little. -She offered. -

-That would be great. -Bertie agreed gladly. - We are not so young anymore and we could not help them too much in that.

-Then all is settled.- Usagi  said in a more jovial way.- Regards of all of us. All the best my friend.

-I will do so. Do the same thing there. - Bertie asked.- Take care.

So they said goodbye. When Beruche told her sisters they all thought it was a good idea. She trusted Chibiusa and they liked her very much. Maybe they were not so young to take care of the training of their successors. Instead, the daughter of the future Queen of Crystal Tokyo would be the perfect mentor. Agreeing then, they would have their daughters meet on vacation. The young people, oblivious for now to this, were making plans for the imminent summer time. Especially Amethyst, who, after returning to that peaceful normality, had already organized their own projects.

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